Tuesday, January 17, 2006
okay, i know that this is too soon to update. but hey, update while i have the motivation and the mood. speaking of moods, i really need to depend highly on my mood to do something, like writing a story, listening to music or even going out. if my mood is on its best, of course everything will sails smoothly and happy endings for everyone.but....but when my mood is bad, i tend to lock myself up and talk less, laugh less and i will sulk the whole day through..actually i have been there and done that before. so ya, everything depends on my mood. but of course! i still got my dearest friends to get me out of the darkest moods that i have ever been in...but then again, the only way is to let me ratter out what is bugging me...damn speaking of this makes me remember that dreadful project which ends up quite a disaster. okay, shall not mention it. boy aint the weather cold and rainy these days with ocassion sun coming up and down. okay, back to where i started, not about my moods part of course which is that i have not started anything. okay. Chinese New Year coming and man i hate that..why? coz i will be bored to tears when i go visiting..since i seldom talk to my relatives and even hate some and feeling pissed off at the others. damn boring coz they will be preoccupied with their so-called adults stuff which is gambling? damn sian......cant wait for that two or three days to be over...would love to stay at home and rot than go out and see their smirky faces...i have cousins of course but then again, they pissed me off also, not exactly all..but those around my age do coz they are abit snoobish and stuckup, well not abit, but definitely gives me the impression that they are stuckup.
okay, after the chinese new year, exams! erugh!!!! exams with no study break..and still have to rush for projects given to the teachers at the very last minute which leaves only two or three weeks to complete and submit....okay, my mum nagging me to get off the com now. and so long, this has been btht.
alone wif the stars above @ 5:21 pmokay, after the chinese new year, exams! erugh!!!! exams with no study break..and still have to rush for projects given to the teachers at the very last minute which leaves only two or three weeks to complete and submit....okay, my mum nagging me to get off the com now. and so long, this has been btht.