Monday, October 30, 2006
IT IS GOING TO BE A SCHOOL DAY!!! OH CRAP..ya i believe that i moaned it out during the last entry but i going to moan it again coz the emphasis will be on the BIG day!!

NOTICE
ANYONE FREE ON 12 NOVEMBER 2006??? PLS MSG ME OR EMAIL ME OR JUST TAG MY BOARD TO GIVE ME YOUR REPLY ASAP!!(PLEASE INCLUDE WHAT TIME ARE YOU FREE!!) I REPEAT, ASAP.thank you for your kind attention.

anyway, nothing better to do in school though i have quite a number of e-homework from other places other than school. but cant get my way doing it still, so i guess i have to delay until the end of the semester. school is really getting more and more bored. but i have a favourite subject out of the "numbers" modules...which is....drums roll please...BUSINESS LAW!!! love that module so much..so glad that module is included in the school education...haha..went to work on saturday and sunday again and man, it is so busy on the sunday!! so freaking busy!! i keep working OT but there would not be any additional pay.. aww so bored....

really nothing much to update though....since everyday is the same boring routine of going to school in the morning and going home in the afternoon.....hope something interesting happens these few days!!!

alone wif the stars above @ 11:41 am

Friday, October 27, 2006
hey there! been busy with school stuff these few days..finally learn some french words like je m'appelle beatrice tan hui ting or something like that...hahah..hope i can remember more but i dont have my books with me...
je m'appelle = my name is
j'abite = i stay in
hmmm, maybe when i got my textbook with me, i post up all the words...really hard learning french especially the pronounciation..
anyway, real bored for all the classes, especially taxation, i just cant pay attention in class more than i can stop dozing off...pointless... entirely pointless. just had my tutorial for taxation and guess what? i really dozed off.......BORING....
..waaaa.. so freaking tired these few days...last tuesday is a public holiday and i have to go marina square and work.. the people there are damn friendly but that doesnt help when their store is such mess....CONFUSION.....
wednesday went out again with wingyan to Vivo..
ATTENTION!!!! this reminds me. to all who knows me, i may be having a mini-party on 18 November 2006, so shall confirm whether is there any but most likely will have..just a mini buffet at my house....so take notice. and anyone wants to watch movies??? tell me okay???? free everyday, especially weekdays after 5pm...totally off in the weekends (coz work mah) unless you want to wait till 8pm?? hahah i dont mind though..
THANKS!!!!! while i am at it, thanks lina for your concern...thats true, i am feeling damn down these few weeks, dont have a single idea why but ya, must be the stupid haze. so happy now that the haze has cleared... Yippee!!!
anyway back to the original subject. Vivo is so freaking big and almost all the stores can be found in Orchard, except that it is Orchard in airconditioned...hope to go there on its grand opening which is 1st December 2006. Anyone interested?? the more the merrier i think...
after Vivio, i went back to school and attend the overseas exchange program seminar...ya make me even more depressed when i know deep down that i cant even go..it is not that my parents dont want me to go, just that i dont have the finiancial means..so sad, make me feel damn depressed though i am already depressed when i found out that 15 November 2006 is going to be a school day...stupid, have to go school and look at the people that i cant practically tahan.........DEPRESSED.....
anyway, until next time.....

alone wif the stars above @ 1:07 pm

Thursday, October 19, 2006
a fast and frequent update. what an accomplishment. YAY!!! must feel happy for me okay? anyway, everyone, please leave your shoutouts at the shoutout corner. tag more. anyway back to the main topic. this year has been a tiring year with two wedding dinners to attend and from the second dinner, i realised that my relatives comprises of a extremely large group. strange that i never know that they even exist. my father had to drag me every where and say hi to everyone. weird feeling though, but i love attending this sort of event. hehe. the food is great, service is great, and got alot of "things" to ogle at...hahaha..anyway, the school has just reopened and the modules are all so difficult with two accounting modules. just crashed in wingyan's cross cultural management lecture today..but..BUT i dont take that course, i just crashed in for the sake of getting an air-conditioned place to read my book. heh...wah, the lecture is so dreary with alot of references to culture?? haha, anyway, i am glad that the teachers had finally relinquish the authority of choosing project groupmates for us and leave the groupings to us to decide..which is an extremely good sign...so happy, dont have to work with stupid selfish self-centred people and i dont even have to attend my elective subject with them as well, since most of the people in my class take jap and i am the only girl in the class who take french..come as a shock to me when i realised that fact... actually, french in words are not difficult at all, it is the pronouncing part that is the worst..oh god, hope i can survive in the class though. and did any of you realise that my english name is french name?? haha....more on french class, i am so upset coz the school indeed have a cute real french teacher, but he was posted to another class, so i have to stuck with the non-french teacher teaching french who muttered to himself most of the time, that was the first impression that the teacher gave during the first tutorial... just when the real french teacher came in and ask my french teacher something..the girls were like ohmygod, they have a real french teacher!! and he is so CUTE!!! haha...tomorrow got a french makeup class, so fast makeup class already..my hopes pinning on the school foreign exchange program to france but it is a very dim one....gee, anyway the haze is really that bad and making me more and more irritated and BORED....feel like it has been a long long time since i went to Escape Theme Park...anyone???

take care people,
beatrice. =)

alone wif the stars above @ 7:15 pm

Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Things i want to do:
1) Study damn hard and score well
2) Watch all the movies i want to watch
3) Go out with friends to watch movies
4) Learn how to overcome loneliness
5) Grow up and be more mature
6) Buy alot of storybooks
7) Be happy despite being abandoned alone
well, sometimes i cant helped but being alone so must overcome the fear of loneliness

8) Be a rich gal and buy all the things i want
9) Buy more books
10) Catch up with time

i am getting weird these days, am i? i think i am isolating myself again, am i? well, i am sorry if i behave so cold and foreign to you, but ya, i think i am used to being the quiet, kept-all-to-myself gal, so dont bother about me.

i am so bored. plans to change the blogskin soon..real soon coz i am sick of this skin..hopefully by then, there will be a blogskin up on chad...haha..just kidding..

weirder and weirder, i just feel like i am a hermit crab...

now back to obsession with my books and my mind.

haha, i am not wrong, i am getting emotional again..maybe there is something wrong with me or maybe it is just some habit that i have ever since young. everyone seems to be of different wavelengths from me. maybe i am anti-sociable....haha, why am i talking about all these useless brainless things??? i think i getting overly emotion again..well i just feel like i need to voice it out..will be back to myself again...haha, or is the stupid haze affecting me?? been thinking alot..but anyway....

the ever dead-boring beatrice.


alone wif the stars above @ 9:42 pm

Thursday, October 12, 2006
next week is going to be the start of a new school term..but i am definitely not looking forward to it. reason being, i have to spend more money on the lecture notes and textbooks...aaaa...can officially declare bankruptcy once again. the modules are getting more and more difficult, and everyday is all packed up with classes until 1700hours..haiz..wondering what difficult modules i am taking?? well, i am taking taxation, business finance, cost accounting, business accounting, french, ICT application for business, business law and guess what, NATIONAL EDUCATION!!! hahahahaha..so ridiculous...national education somemore..hahahaha. i cant believe my eyes when i saw that as a registered module..anyway, i hoping to get high marks from all the modules to get a higher GPA...gee, i think i have to lowest GPA among my friends, so this time must really buck up...but of course, when i say buckup, i didnt say i planning to study like mad and not having any break..hehe....
weiqi!!!! next week when you free??? we go bras basah to buy books again, okay??????? haha..should know what textbooks i need by then...next week i end earliest at friday, which is 12noon or wednesday, which ends at 1515hours (3.15pm), confirm with me again your schedule okay??? haha
went out yesterday, and bought several, actually is two meaningful books, shall be posting up more information soon. but until then, stay tuned!

~studyhard~studyhard~studyhard~studyhard~

alone wif the stars above @ 11:12 am

Monday, October 09, 2006
long time never update but i am really busy or really at loss of what to write. anyway, another update will be up in months, but of course i hope that wont even happen...hehe...stay tuned!planning to change the blogskin yet again and ya, hear from me real soon...hehe

alone wif the stars above @ 12:38 pm