Monday, July 23, 2007


~posting about last friday.....
went out after the crm ica.

crm ica thots~ was delayed in coming out coz i really mind-blank totally when i look at the first question. didnt study well. so didnt do well. i write rubbish in the paper. all doesnt link. just write what pop into my mind.
then that xinhui called me halfway when i was scribbling. say i bluff her coz i tell her the night before that i confirmed 5pm come out one. well, one conclusion can be made. xinhui cannot play bluff. the game where the cards are distributed to the players and everyone must bluff each other that they have the required cards. the one who finished his/her cards the fastest is the winner. xinhui cannot play the game coz she will be the one who end up with the most cards on her hand. xinhui remember hor, cannot play bluff. but asking her play would be better, coz i know that i confirmed will not be the one who has the most cards. =)

chocolatey thots~ eat chocolate fondue. so nice! so chocolatey! yummy! lizah, you must try it some time soon! its really super nice. especially when you dip the cream puff and the brownie into the chocolate pot. taste like heaven. the heavenly creamly chocolate. so nice. what else can i say. i love the chicken chop with rice as well.so nice and crispy. thinking of it makes me hungry now.

shopping thots~ after the whole ordeal of ica and chocolate fondue, i realized that i am really that tired and not in the mood to go out walk and shop. i tink everyone can see that. haha. sorry gurls if im too quiet and moody. went to take some neoprints. but no time to upload the pictures. so sorry but will update the photos soon with the best pictures. anyway reached home at about 11plus going to 12. quite fast right? haha. dont know why everytime go out with lilian they all, i m the one sending lilian to her house block first before i reached home. not fair!!! wah! haha.

~aftermath of friday...no tv for me. which leads to today coming to school at 10am to catch it on the tv at mac while having my big breakfast! lina! Big Breakfast lei! haha. watched that day 9pm show episode of which i missed due to friday. haha. but overall, i still like hansheng and shixuan. wah. so xian mu. but hansheng or shixuan better, i dont know. can i have both? today would be the last episode, so its a die die must watch show.

see i update so frequent now. harry potter book 7 is out. and i know the ending by not buying the book. instead i spent the 11am to 2pm standing at carrefour doby ghaut, reading the latest series. the book is what i expected but at the same time beyond my expectations. what should i say? i think i better say nothing, otherwise those who havent read the book come screaming at me for spoiling the series. but i tink i going to get the book, coz i feel that its better than the previous one, no tears, no crying no sadness. just a end to all. oops. XP i said too much. anyway, some places selling at 48 bucks like the Sans Bookshops, Popular etc. dont know how much carrefour is selling at but i sorta overheard someone saying 30plus bucks. not too sure. but Times is selling at over 50bucks!!!

wah so tired, working full shift the past two days. when its said to be busy, it is really busy. one after another customer came asking different questions to the same person. in the end, have to multi-task. was surprised when xinhui and her friend su ching (did i get the spelling correct? if not please tell me xh) visit me. haha. keep bugging about that pink puma bag. To Xinhui: you are really a pink maniac. i wont be too surprised if you dressed in pink from top to bottom. when they came, that was actually the ok ok period. then came the busy period. sorry for the poor hospitality. haha. still unsure whether should i switched to watsons not. the RSH like enough people already. and when its already enough people and somemore with the closing down of some stores, i seriously think that they will re-revised the employment of the part timers. dont know lei. i just see then the time comes bah.

that's would be all,
until next time.

alone wif the stars above @ 3:40 pm

Thursday, July 19, 2007


it has really been a while since the last update. a month or two ago. haha. too busy and frustrated to update. my mood has not been very good. reason being frustration with job and projects and studies.

cant believe that two icas this week and just finished one. comments on 2dy ica? its too , what you called it, easy and simple. as long you understand then its okay. not need to study and memorise alot.

but 2mr ica is going to be a killer. requires 100% memory space to remember all the customer relationship management stuff, like how to obtain A plus experience, what is crm etc. full of memorising, and seriously i can conclude that i hate crm. absolutely abhorred it. i mean everyone are humans, the customers are humans, the service providers are human, why the customer must make things difficult for the service providers? everyone needs to make a living. just buy whatever you need and leave it at that. why must be so choosy and stingy and demanding? anyway, like i say so.

not feeling too enthu into my weekend job now. no idea why. maybe the change in the supervisor and the environment has some effects after all. keep on contemplating to quit and quit and quit over and over again but in the end, still stayed. should i quit or not? have no idea. if i quit no income for me. if i dont im going to die from stuffiness and boredom. so freaking headache. so in the end, i just plan to smile and ignore everything my way through. just dont care what people say. anyway i am used to be invisible everytime and also a loner. so just be a neutral party and just smile like a fool at whatever they say or din say.

lookin forward to 2mr's chocolate fondue after the crm ica at about 5.30pm. wahaha. still have no idea what to have for dinner since they never say. but hopefully its not just the choco fondue, otherwise i am going to scream at the organiser, tan xin hui. and i am not going to kbox or whatever, lilian. and also hopefully lizah can make it. happy waiting lina! siew giok going rite?? anyone going for 2mr but i miss out?? must tell me wor..and good luck for the crm ica everyone!

i am not planning to study the crm ica, i keep telling myself that and i will not study. muahaha. i can prepare to fail. but i really need to rush more people for the projects coz its really overdue for the certain parts that they need to send me. maybe i extend until this weekend??

it is long enough, this entry? ohya before i forgot, holiday approaches in 4-5weeks time, that is inclusive of the study break and exam. after that i can really enjoy life. oh ya my enjoy life slogan. haha. there's a time when my class PEM tell us that once we graduate, we should go get a job. so i just ask her when is our graduation? the below will be the gist of the conversation:

Me: Ms Tan, when is our graduation ceremony? Is it during april that period of time?
Ms Tan: No definitely not, it will be around june or july. why?
Me: Oh nothing, coz i want to enjoy life.
Ms Tan(address to class as a whole): It is recommended that you get a job immediately after your exams so that you can secure a job position. Furthermore, you are not the only batch to graduate. there are other batches in other polys like TP, NP etc. i understand that you want to take a break after the exams. but as i said, go for job interview first before, like someone said, you enjoy life. i will personally call you after a few months of your graduation to find whether have you gotten a job.

end of conversation. wah. she keep harping on the enjoying life part. so embarrassing lor. anyway i tink i go organise some stuff to keep me occupied during the hols. doing puzzles. just bought 3 puzzles of 1000pieces each from the night market at toa payoh. 3 for 10bucks. quite cheap bah.

and last but not least, i lost my ezlink once again!! y am i so forgetful and careless?? i even forgot some of my former schoolmates' names. then suddenly someone messaged me on friendster, saying i confirmed forget her. and really i forgot her liao. cant jolt my memory. its a total blank when she say her name. i only remember some. die, is my memory dying on me? so please dun blame me if i forget you. haha. i will TRY to remember. =)

ciao! that's all for this week. maybe can update some time later like 2mr or what. wish me lucks for crm and the projects.

lacking of inspiration,
beatrice=)

alone wif the stars above @ 2:14 pm