Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Things i want to do:
1) Study damn hard and score well
2) Watch all the movies i want to watch
3) Go out with friends to watch movies
4) Learn how to overcome loneliness
5) Grow up and be more mature
6) Buy alot of storybooks
7) Be happy despite being abandoned alone
well, sometimes i cant helped but being alone so must overcome the fear of loneliness

8) Be a rich gal and buy all the things i want
9) Buy more books
10) Catch up with time

i am getting weird these days, am i? i think i am isolating myself again, am i? well, i am sorry if i behave so cold and foreign to you, but ya, i think i am used to being the quiet, kept-all-to-myself gal, so dont bother about me.

i am so bored. plans to change the blogskin soon..real soon coz i am sick of this skin..hopefully by then, there will be a blogskin up on chad...haha..just kidding..

weirder and weirder, i just feel like i am a hermit crab...

now back to obsession with my books and my mind.

haha, i am not wrong, i am getting emotional again..maybe there is something wrong with me or maybe it is just some habit that i have ever since young. everyone seems to be of different wavelengths from me. maybe i am anti-sociable....haha, why am i talking about all these useless brainless things??? i think i getting overly emotion again..well i just feel like i need to voice it out..will be back to myself again...haha, or is the stupid haze affecting me?? been thinking alot..but anyway....

the ever dead-boring beatrice.


alone wif the stars above @ 9:42 pm