Tuesday, November 21, 2006
yesterday is the cold splash of harsh reality. okay, maybe i am thinking deeper into it than i should but honestly, i beginning to feel that the class bonding is simply not there. everyone goes by their different rules and friends. information about last minute class changes spread among close friends. that is the saddest that have hit me. i dont know why only i, and two other classmates dont have a single inkling that the class is rescheduled. well, honestly, the rest of my VERY INFORMATIVE AND BONDING CLASS have already known that the class is rescheduled, but only the three of us dont have a single idea. in the end, i went to the lecture hall and noticed that no one i know was there and the teacher wasnt the business law teacher. and that particular group is having ICA, for god's sake. none of my EVER-INFORMATIVE AND BONDING classmates feel the need to tell me about the change in timing. it was until i asked lizah and lixiang, both of them who are not in my EVER-INFORMATIVE AND BONDING CLASS, thank god for that, and they told me that the class was rescheduled at 10am. i can scream and curse but that doesnt bring back the good times again. seriously, i mentioned before that i LOVE the class, and this is what the class is all about. selfish. seriously ultimately selfish. maybe i am into my self-fish self...and i am discriminating the class...well, i seriously dont care. i dont care much for the class ever since first year and i am not going to care now. you force to me do drastic measures, i will make sure i will do it. i am not going to let this bother me anylonger. and if you happy you message me about the change in class schedule, i will be happy to receive it. if you dont want to message me, well, i will pretend that i will be happy NOT to receive it. i am not going to care about the stupid class bonding and that sorts. i am going to be myself and nothing more. i really hope that the remaining time will pass by very fast, because i am not going to tolerate any more years than i have to, to see them again. of coz, not all are bad, but well, i got nothing much to say. who ask me to be in this class, where it is notorious for its jokers in it.

"exterior looks is not the way to judge a person, you might never know when they stuck a knife into your back when you are not looking", quoted by an angry and pissed btht

alone wif the stars above @ 9:20 am